Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Clay Jensen: 13 Reasons...Episode 11


                 This is the episode we have all been waiting for.  After so much suspense, so much bonding with Clay Jensen’s character, we need to know what he did to Hannah.  As Clay and Tony sit on the swings at the park, Tony warns Clay that his tape is next.  He offers to sit with him while he listens.  Clay hesitates because he is afraid.  He asks Tony repeatedly if he killed Hannah Baker.  Tony tries to avoid the question, but Clay asks again.  “Did I kill Hannah Baker?”  Tony shakes his head yes.

                Hannah surprises her listeners by saying that, even though this is Clay’s tape, the blame is on her.  As the tape goes on, Clay is shocked at a statement that Hannah makes and tells Tony that she isn’t telling the truth.  Tony responds, “She is telling her truth.”  When Clay asks Tony why he has to be there, Tony says, “Because I don’t know what your truth is or what you are going to do when you find out hers.”  So, what really happened?  Everything that has already happened came crashing down on Hannah when Clay finally makes his move.  She had already been too hurt.  She had already been traumatized.  At this point, even a healthy relationship was traumatizing for her.  All the moments that left her feeling objectified were transferred onto Clay in that moment.  So, Clay’s tape is not Hannah’s way of telling him how he killed her, it is Hannah’s way of apologizing to him.  Clay was the one person that could have saved her, but she was too afraid to let him.  She was too afraid to hope.

                Throughout the episode, Jessica spends time with Bryce to provoke Justin into telling her the truth about Bryce raping her.  She had been getting bits and pieces of that night, that moment.  She knew the truth, but Justin kept telling her it was not true, so she forced his hand.  In the end, he broke.  He finally tells her the truth.  It was the only way she would have ever been able to heal anyway.  Otherwise, it would have destroyed her.  Believe me, I know.  The truth will truly set you free. 

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